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When We Begin Surrendering

by Brody Rogers

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1.
Accolades 02:45
What is she thinking Maybe its about me She says its about me And I think she’s thinking About time What is she speaking Maybe its about me She says its about me And I think she’s speaking From her mind No I don’t mind Weather you go Go fast Slow Stay Drop the ball I knew I wanted her But you convinced me Never to fall For a girl Who’s in love With the end On the very last page Of a book She pretended To read And she did What was done Without force Accolades Trade places and Back to the source Simmer down Stick around Til the fairy tales Come true Til the red becomes blue Oh I’ve been thinking Way to much about me It’s just not about me And I think I might Have to much time I will keep moving If you wanna join me Always made a good team But I think this just Might be my time And I can’t lie
2.
Ready for the weekend Everybody’s tweaking Don’t know no better Just doing whatever Your friends tell you to do And that’s not truly you The heart wont speak Unless It’s being spoken to I was just a kid then Guess I didn’t know shit Thought I knew better Just doing whatever Addiction told me to And I became abuse My heart got shut When I forgot the golden rule Hey wait it’s all good Yeah wait it’s all good Hey wait it’s all good Just say what you should You know you would But they say you shouldn’t I know how sick it feels to act Like nothing’s wrong when it’s all black When nothing seems to feel the same When it’s so hard to face the change I know how sick you’re feeling now Like everybody’s looking down When all your thoughts repeat in threes When it’s so blurry you can barely see Coulda caught a ride back But you never planned that Simply expired Just feeling so tired Of excess stuck up shit From half dead pessimists Who try too hard to make Our lives less wondrous Rationalization Without hesitation Waiting for a way out Waking from a black out To realize there and then That I could never win We gain control When we begin surrendering
3.
Sunday Best 02:34
In my Sunday best Trying to behave Watching PBS On a microwave Wasn’t oh so blessed To be in your grave Such a selfish stress Keeping me enslaved Said you saved your soul From the mess of me Breathing burnt charcoal Like a fallacy Swiftly put on hold What you could not see Final burning bush A possessed disease I was sending myself To hell and back Like a child They say curiosity Killed the cat yeah That’s how I went wild Should have hit the bottom Before bottom hit me My karma caught up From my half ass schemes I always knew I gave myself A bit too much slack But over looked the notion That mistakes aren’t fact Now I know that There’s no use for that The past is the past Let the past be the past Called the cops again Waited for police I was dying then No I couldn’t be Couldn’t be a friend Just a ghost in sheets Under cheap linen I’ll resolve my dreams Now I’m back in town Starting my life right Learning not to drown When the stress gets tight Damn it sucked to frown Thought I lost my light Only dimmed it down Pin point finite
4.
"Days of Wine and Roses" -Jack Lemon and Lee Remick, 1962.
5.
He is there at the foot of your bed Begging you to get out of his head He thinks that everything he says is true But baby you know that’s what liars do So get ready go release your stress And come back and find your place a mess Rest until he walks through that back door And wakes you as he falls onto the floor You try to ask him we’re he’s been And he says he’s just been out You ask him is he’s faithful And he says what’s all this about You start calling all his closest pals And they said they haven’t seen him round You call Suzie from the liquor store Said she saw him with the girl next door Call me crying screaming just my luck I’m done with that cheating fuck I couldn't tell ya I knew all along I'll try to hide in the prose of song We get coffee and you fill me in Ask me why I didn’t say something And really I don’t have a reason why Guess I didn’t wanna make you cry
6.
I will hop a train and run away from this Everyday's the same when I can't feel shit Thought you were the right one Guess you were the wrong one now Though I hope you find what you're looking for Treat every new day like an open door I gotta go through one Probably not the right one now No no No no No I can't do a single thing Without fucking up everything I hate your guts but love to sing about How how How much I care Cause I do It's just not the same When you're not here I miss you in so many ways And that's a place I've been to Many times before I just can't Seem to find what I've been Looking for and that's a shame
7.
Invisibles all in a line Shit just looks so different From a distance sometimes Admisables tangled and tied Jamie's in the basement Screaming cigarettes inside So we laugh and we love Just to keep our minds at ease Yeah its cool never mind Something adjacent to me In the back of my mind Theres a voice thats settles down When you and only you And only you are around I hope you stay I hope you stay You said If home is a construct of The mind body and soul Then don’t you make an offer On a house already sold
8.
Wearied itself out of a memory I didn't think it would last Wearied itself out of a memory Happened so fast Don't wait just go My Mary Sue I've lost control I fear this could be my last day She screamed out loud If there's a god come touch him now And I felt your wings that day It was in that very moment I realized I ain't shit But all my fears in one You're my angel and I can't thank you enough And now that you're not here Whispering in my ear Something about a joke Your friends all having smokes When I put the bottle down I felt you all around Here there and everywhere at once Cause I have faith in your love I can't thank you enough I have faith in your love I can't thank you enough
9.
Play Nice 02:12
We still dance in the rain on Tuesdays Wave your hand say hello to the good days Wait for the sun to come Out from behind the clouds Scream with joy at the violent ocean Boy oh boy what a vicious motion I know that you know Were no longer feeling down Wait a moment Today is a brand new day And you know how to get over this Trust the voice In the back of your brain It don’t take much to play nice So try your very best To be a person you’d like Even when under stress You know it’s all in your mind So let it off your chest Breathe in with time And out with the rest No more stops let the train keep rolling Pedal to the metal let our lives keep folding In on themselves cause We know where the hell we stand One big leap toward a better living Win to loose gotta keep on giving People a place they can Walk safely hand in hand Brush it off brush it off let it all go You’re the boss you’re the boss of your own show
10.
(Screeching Weasel Cover) I can see clearly now the rain is gone I can see all obstacles in my way Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind It's gonna be a bright bright Sun shiny day I think I can make it now the rain is gone All of the bad feelings have disappeared Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind It's gonna be a bright bright Sun shiny day
11.
Now that my thin lips will finally close I am breathing slower than this heart has ever known I becoming we Ill becoming well Illness becomes wellness When we make it out of hell Peak bellow the hollow of our hearts Herein lies a breaker box that says restart All becoming one Red becoming blue We sit here together In our toll collecting booth Yellow like the karma of our sins Blinded by a cloud of floating mannequins Something was on fire We could smell the smoke From the balding tire Like a worn out party joke Not even a trail of screeching brakes I still can’t look back I had to learn from my mistakes Yesterday a hole Tomorrow a stone Today I don’t have To fix the world all on my own

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released March 13, 2019

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